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| Tuesday, August 29th, 2006 | | 6:06 pm |
Dear Diary
Dear Diary i really don't know how much more i can take, i have tried to not be the way i am, but it happens ya know... i dunno how i manage to get by each day as good as i am... not many people know how much pain i go through in each day, its been the same everyday for the past 5 years... although i have done good at hiding it from people, but i am never happy, i mean come on diary what have i got to be happy about?... i dont see my friends regualary, i really dont get on with my family, i have no shoulders to lean on anymore, there isnt a day that goes by where i dont shed a tear and there hasnt been since i was 14, thats why i always seem to find a place on my own for a while everyday/night. some may say this is my call out for help... but i doubt anyone reads this anymore i hide behind music, it distracts people from me for a while and it has helped me alot... but now im losing intrest in music, in people, in myself everything... i lie alot because i reckon if i lie i can make myself believe it, i hate being me, theres nothing good about it, i am alone, ive always been alone (even when with friends) and ill die alone and thats the way it will be.... yeah i know i contridict myself here coz i call emo kids for it, but again that was me trying to make myself feel better..... *sigh* im just never happy and i cant take it anymore diary, i have no one for support and no one i can talk to or tell things too... im a disgrace, a failure, good for nothing ugly, mean and lying bastard bye diary | | Saturday, August 5th, 2006 | | 2:44 am |
WOO
All i need to say is Distinction, merit haha bow to me Biatches! i am your fucking god haha! | | Monday, June 12th, 2006 | | 7:14 am |
again
again with the lack of sleep the heat kept me awake ={ so if ya see me today give me a hugg =D xXx Dom xXx | | Monday, June 5th, 2006 | | 6:01 am |
6 am
its 6 am and guess how much sleep ive had? good guess... NONE ={ so if your in my college and know me enough to hug me then go for it ill need it lol HELP ME STAY AWAKE IN COLLEGE PLEASE!! thanks in advance xXx Dom xXx | | Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006 | | 11:16 pm |
Anti - Emotic
this isnt chain mail, its me dom ranting bout emo shits and yeah i am gonna post it everywhere i can think of coz its really pissing me off and i want everyone to know! . definition of emo shits ---------------------- ALWAYS have to be centre of attention at ALL times Think there lives are ALWAYS so much worst than EVERYONE elses Love lyrics about pain and death dress like assholes think there so fucking kool are ALOT more trouble than there worth ---------------------- MY REPLY TO THEM ---------------------- grow up you bunch of assholes there is more than just your sorry self in this world Chances are your lifes are so fucking easy to live with hence why you make so much trouble with other people just so you can try and make them hate you hence giving you something to cry over Songs bout pain and death.... thats just fucking pathetic and depressing, you should like music due to the way it makes you feel, and songs like that make you wanna kill yourself.... then what the fuck are you waiting for!?!? a written invatation.... OH i know what, your waiting to see someone you know to tell them you wanna kill yourself then they will show you some attention... sorry forgot bout that You think you look unique dressing the same as the over like 850,000 emo's?.... wow your logic there is just a little flawed *cough*BAA*cough* YOU ARE NOT KOOL! not worth the hassle coz they just fuck you over in the long run then pretend they have no idea what they have done.... then go and bitch to EVERYONE they know that people arnt willing to help them... hence turning the whole world against that one person WHEN in fact its none of there god damn business what goes on between you and me ---------------------- SUMMARY ---------------------- Emo's suck ass if you wanna be one then chances are you will fail at life ---------------------- xXx Dom xXx ---------------------- | | Saturday, December 31st, 2005 | | 2:55 pm |
Big Ass Rant (BAR) part 1
i have named this part one because i know there will be more parts and dont take this to heart anyone its just my way of thinking and my way of getting it out ill do it in sections section one - Marc i hope you dont see this as anythig but me getting things off my head, and hope you understand it and use it to think bout things. my longest friend.... but not the nicest one to me. (in the past this next part is) when related to girls i like... he never helps me out, he never tells the girl how much of a nice guy i can be and am.... he never gives me credit with them for looking after him in skool, for me taking alot of bullying so he didnt have to... never tells them bout when i lend him things, money, when i pay for him to go out somewhere.... when i was there when he needed a friend..... no ..... he tells them nothing then waits til i get angry at him for some small propblem then he usaually ends up telling the girl i like how much of a bastard i am and how mean i am, then he MAY go into past problems ive had.... which balanced with no good information they have heard about me.... makes them to believe im an arrogant bastard that does nothing but be moody and hate people. Section Two - New Year Yes i had planned to go to liverpool for a party at Emma's but yesturday morning i got thinking.... (no offence to my friends in liverpool i think you all rawk) but i wanna spend new year with a friend that lives closer to me... only i think something is wrong because she hasnt spoke to me in the past 2 - 3 days properly only through text messages and she isnt answering her phone. i canceled the trip to liverpool which will prolly make everyone from liverpool hate me and not want to talk to me anymore... but thats there choice. Now im hoping i can get in touch with Viv soon and hope that everything is ok and hope we can have a fun new year with a drink and a laugh. Well thats all for part one, more will be added soon i kow of it, from now on this will be my rant page xXx Dom xXx Current Mood:  uncomfortable | | Friday, October 21st, 2005 | | 12:03 am |
| | Thursday, October 13th, 2005 | | 8:39 pm |
R.M.I.N.D
well my week has been new lol.... saturday was in liverpool and i didnt get drunk or even tipsy i meet up with emma and emily where after that we went shopping lol after that we went pier with sweets and drinks and emily left me and emma hung around some monument at liverpool pier and was chatting to more people, where we met up with someone called martin.... no offence coz he may be a kool guy but he pissed me off always groping emma and i felt sorry for emma having to put up with that, if it was me i seriously would of slapped him anyways after that this girl that i said was kute was talking to someone, and that someone she was talking to came over to me and convinced me to ask the girl i said was kute out..... and since then she has asked me 3 times if i wanna break up with her =S ..... its getting kinda annoying being asked so many times, maybe it was a phase lol, maybe she is like the other girls who say they like me after a few days decide they dont and maybe she doesnt wanna go out with me but dont wanna hurt my feelings... In other news 4 DAYS!!!! til the disturbed concert HAHA im gonna tear manchester acadamy down even if i have to do it with my own 2 hands HAHA WOOOO xXx Dom xXx R.M.I.N.D (Remember Metal Is Not Dead) | | Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 | | 9:52 pm |
| | Tuesday, September 20th, 2005 | | 8:35 pm |
| | Monday, September 12th, 2005 | | 12:43 am |
songs please comment
well yeah i have wrote lyrics to 2 songs i would like peoples opinions and rate them.... also i would like to know what part doesnt suit what song lol i will write more at the moment im writing a song for someone and dedicating it to her so ill post that when ive done ( Read more... ) | | Thursday, August 25th, 2005 | | 7:30 pm |
dammit
*sigh* well first of all Hi everyone who reads and welcome to the twilight zone haha just kidding ok well this time last month i found out that no one fancied me lol..... and in the last 2 weeks its changed drastically.... now i can name 5 people that fancy me >.< it sucks having people like you... specially when the girl i like so much isnt one of the ones that like me.... meh fucking crushes suck ass anyways was curious if anyone knows what the hell i can do without having all these girls hate me and wanting to cook my testicles in soup as payback for not liking them the same way. its kinda funny the girl i like is having the same problem ... and im starting to feel like me likinng her isnt helping her problem >.< damn it sucks anyways ta ta for now xXx Dom *Mwah* | | Saturday, August 20th, 2005 | | 12:14 am |
| | Friday, August 12th, 2005 | | 3:09 am |
Comments are VERY welcome
hey all who's reading i was really bored at like 2 am so i made some random photoshop templates for signitures, so if anyone wants to id love to hear some feedback good or bad either i just want some lol, if ya think the templates are bad please let me know why so i can edit them well here they are thanks Took Me About 3 Mins To Make
Again about 3 mins
This one about 5 mins coz my mouse was being retarded
My fav one at the moment and took me like 6 mins because i went toilet while making it
Not the best i have done but meh was the fastest lol at a grand 2 mins
 so yeah and i do realise i havnt put a border on them that is due to they are only templates and borders will be different so to add a border will make it a none template lol please comment thanks xXx Dom xXx | | Thursday, August 11th, 2005 | | 2:59 pm |
LAAARRRUSO
OMFG that band kicks so much ass! yesturday was a long but great day. Woke up at like 9, was at marcs house so we got ready to go meet mandi and coates at argos bout 12ish went to home bargains while marc bought noodles (quite alot of them), then we all went to marcs house for a few hours and mandi and ant met marcs mum lmao.... she says im like basically living at marcs house lol.... actually kinda true anyways left marcs at 3:30 and headed to town coz we were going to watch laruso. Got to town and like 4 steps after we got off the bus we saw everyone else near the statue we stopped for a quick chat, then me marc and mandi went to afflecks for glo sticks and i wanted a pair of handcuffs... which later broke :( but least i can wear one as a shackle kinda thingie now lol. waiting outside of the roadhouse for the doors to open we made some new friends, they were awesome and i kinda found one of them kute lol, which later that night i found out she said i was alright lol, anyways LARUSO KICK ASS! they are awesome and funny guys to talk to specially carl and jay... ant gave my number to the girl i liked lol and at the end of the night just as she was leaving i found out she lost it .... NUUUUUU.... sigh oh well life goes on =P we left about 11 ish and got a lift to hyde road from mandi's mum and as we was walking over past blockbusters me and marc saw someone we knew from skool. patrick and we talked for a while and then he offered to drop me and marc off at marcs house lol. got to marcs and had noodles =D... then went sleep lol woke up and kinda said hi.... then had more noodles =D then i went home relaxed for a while put on a new cd and typed this up lol xxxx Love Ya All xxxx xXx Dom xXx | | Monday, August 8th, 2005 | | 7:13 pm |
Do Be Do Doo (OMG my keyboard is missing a back slash)
rawr again all, update on today. marc might be going to see disturbed with us (YAY) and i had another driving lesson, it got moved forward due to the instructor having an exam with someone 2moz >.< someone stole my damn time ..... bitch :P anyways me and emma are talking through text messages at the moment lol, but i should be phoning her and emily soon at there grand perants house anyways. apart from that today was pretty simple more music and OMG i have...... these really.... REALLY awesome..... Burgers ... lol they rawk. also jess comes home on friday and wants me to go see her in liverpool... may be kinda akward due to she will be the like only person i know down there due to like another 6 of my friends there are away on holiday. oh well there all due back soon ooo and i emma is planning on camping in manchester soon WOO i hope so lol, will kick major ass... i should actually warn her it will cost a bit with the train and stuff lol. ok not much else happened today lol, bye byes for now all xXx Dom xXx | | Saturday, August 6th, 2005 | | 10:52 pm |
| | 12:36 am |
please read
i have already admitted on more than one account it was marcs fault and the only reason i was upset in the first place was because my best friend was out alone and yes i admit i blew it all out of proportion, its been like a big game of chinese whispers and i got the wrong message i now see that and admit it and if no one else is willing to let me accept it then fine but i have accepted i blew it all out of order okay?? and if you want me to say it loud and clear to make everyone happy then here AARON IT WASNT YOUR FAULT AND IM SORRY IF I MADE IT SOUND LIKE I WAS BLAMING YOU AMY IT WASNT YOUR FAULT AND IM SORRY IF I MADE IT SOUND LIKE I WAS BLAMING YOU and alex im sorry for saying that you was heartless i was out of order saying that. ill understand if you hate me. okay that said now its your choice if you wanna continue shouting at me and hating me, but im only human and every human makes mistakes right? xXx Dom xXx | | Friday, August 5th, 2005 | | 7:58 pm |
last thing ill say about it
ok no matter what this is the last thing i will say about the whole marc camping incident aaron i never said it was your fault... NEVER i never blamed you once not a single time, check your msn chat log and all the messages on live journal i didnt ever once say it was your fault, all i said was i was kinda upset and annoyed that AMY heard marc say he was camping there alone and didnt even tell you or check if he was or try to send him home. simple as that and i didnt say you was responsible for him being there what i meant was it is common curtasy to at least say "hi" or try and send him home because he wouldnt listen to me i admit yesturday i was out of line. i was a wrong saying things like that, but i was a little upset at the time and i am a person to speak my mind well i gotta go now coz my tea is here but if you still are my friend anyone then please post here xXx Dom xXx | | Thursday, August 4th, 2005 | | 5:25 pm |
Down It Goes?
ok i know aaron will tell everyone anyways so im gonna tell you on here yes i did just have a go at aaron on msn and not for the ditching thing, to be honest i dont care bout that, when it comes to it when people annoy me i get over it really fast, but when someone hurts my friends thats when i get really pissed off because to me friends mean more than life itself without them your nothing ok shortly put yesturday marc said loudly infront of amy that he was camping out behind aarons house that night and the 3 people stood there heard that night came i had to go home due to family issues, and marc being the stubborn sod he is wouldnt go. so he went up to the hill behind aarons house and camped out. i was told that someone sent aaron a message on msn telling him marc was outside his house for the night and did anyone have the decency to check if he was alright at least once?..... no they didnt, im guessing instead everyone in the house was more busy occupied with alcohol, maybe why luke was outside throwing up while marc was walking past the house and aaron was stood outside with luke and apparently didnt notice him. but yeah my best friend spent all night there on his own and theres me thinking someone would at least say hi.... but no so yeah you can all think what you want of me, you may all hate me (but i hope you dont) but i did say once "please dont ever make me choose between marc or anyone else coz i know the answer" well i hope not everyone thinks im the bad guy here and to anyone who doesnt hate me loads of love ta you and huggs xXx Dom xXx |
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